I dreamed.....

I dreamt that I could hold a glass of water and just by looking at it I could make the water start swirling. The harder it swirled colors would start appear. By the time I was done making the water swirl I had ribbons of pink and orange swirling thru the water.

Then I had another dream. This one is very confusing as I only remember bits and pieces. I remember talking to someone, I'm not sure who but I think it was a spirit, and I asked them who the spirit was that I see run thru my kitchen from time to time. All I see is a small, fuzzy white image run thru. He/she informed me that it was my daughter. I remember being very confused as I don't have and have never had a daughter! I started to question the spirit as to what he/she ment and then I woke up.

I did go to a psychic years ago who told me that I would have 3 children. I have 2 boys and did not want a 3rd! After my visit to the psychic I went to the dr and demanded to have my tubes tied. The thought of having to raise another child, especially a girl, terrified me. The next year I went back to the same psychic and she still insisted on me having 3 kids. I told her it wasn't possible because I had my tubes tied but she still kept insisting on 3 children. Now after this dream I'm more confused than ever!

Last night

Last night I dreamed that that I was being shown pictures, kind of like flash cards, and as soon as a picture popped up I was given the meaning. I once again, remember being very excited to wake up and write them down. Well, I woke up alright but I only remember one! It was a picture or card of a naked person and the meaning I got with it was "spiritual growth" or "spiritual beginnings". I wish I could remember more of my dreams!

I still have the same dull headache, kind of numb hands/arms and lips that I've had since leaving class Tuesday night. When I talked to Rick Fri at the spirit circle he said at the next class he would balance and cleanse my friend and I's chakras. Hopefully this helps!

Dreams and other weird stuff

I noticed 2 days before we went to our first class that every time I went outside I would have probably 100 or so crows fly over head. I've only seen maybe 1 or 2 crows at a time before so this is definitely a wierd, new experience! I now see the crows daily. Even my family members are remarking on this strange event. I looked up crow symbolism and this is what I found: Crows represents change, whether it be through growth or destruction. Crow is seen by some Native Americans as the left-handed guardian and keeper of the sacred law. While others interpret it as ancient wisdom, and magic.

Now on to my dreams.............

Thursday, Jan 8th I remember having an awesome dream. I remember thinking "I can't wait to wake up and write this all down." Unfortunately, that's all I remember about my dream,lol. I woke up briefly and realized that Angel (my pit bull pup) was laying on the floor watching me. I remember thinking "Oh, Angel is guarding me." I told her it was ok, she walked off to go sleep in Cody's (my son) room and I fell back asleep.

The next night I had a dream that I had a dozen different people trying to talk to me all at once. I was getting really upset as I couldn't understand anyone. I remember "hearing" Angel bark once really loud then I woke up. Angel ran in the room as soon as I woke up and hopped in bed with me. She laid by my feet the rest of the night staring at me. Once again, I got the feeling that she was guarding me.

I was talking to a friend that does animal communication and she had me send her a picture of Angel. This is what she said " I feel like you opened up some doors that she's not sure of. Not that you're in danger, just that she's not sure what's happening, but she can feel a change in you. And your Angel is very much like my own angel, my dog. Terrified of everything, and willing to put all that fear aside to keep Mommy safe. It doesn't matter if she's nervous, she'll do what she needs to do to make sure you're safe - you'll need to keep an eye on this, and not let her think you're in danger when you aren't. It's your job to keep her safe, so remind her that you're up to that task. "

I talked to my teacher about it and he seems to think that Angel is picking up on my fear and making it her own. I think I need to have a talk with my dog and reassure her that I'm safe and everything will be ok!

My first class!

My friend Angie and I took our first psychic development class with Rick on Tues, Jan 6, 2009. Rick is such a fun, caring, sweet, very informative teacher! He talked to us about his life experiences and how he got involved in psychic work. Angie and I were both very fasinated. He explain to us about the importance of meditating and also requires us to keep a journal.

Rick said that I was highly sensitive or an Empath so I've been reading up on people who are Empath's or Sensitives. An Empath is an intuitive personality type, usually hypersensitive, especially to the emotions and conditions of other people. Empaths are also prone to extrasensory perception and strong intuitive reactions.

Angie and I can't wait to go back for our next class on the 20th. Two weeks is just to long to wait!